My Story

About my blog

I am called to speak my truth – so I gave myself a voice.

My writings are about my journey exploring life as Mystic, as a Druid, as a Seer — navigating spirituality and healing, seeking meaningful + magical ways to be, struggling with mental health issues, and afraid of many things. It is through my own personal spiritual + healing journey, especially within the last 10 years, that I’ve discovered my purpose and truest Self.

Here, I share what I discover as I seek my truth and uncover who I really am on this journey. I share my story so I can heal through clarifying my personal narrative and readers can heal by not feeling alone through our common struggles and humanness. To bring awareness to living with mental illness, and to show by example that living your truth sparks your inner magic.

If you have chosen the inward journey as well, I hope to inspire you to reach your soul-level of unapologetic authenticity and sovereignty because when you awaken to the truth of who you really are, magic happens, with opportunities for a blessed life. I’m living proof.

Read about my story below

“It’s important that we share our experiences with other people. Your story will heal you and your story will heal somebody else. When you tell your story, you free yourself and give other people permission to acknowledge their own story.”

Iylana Vanzant

My Story

Writing a blog was the last thing I ever thought I’d be doing in my life. Putting myself out there is something I’ve always avoided like the plague. But ever since I embarked on this spiritual journey I’ve been intuitively nudged to share about it as part of the healing process, and to help others along the way. I’ve been reluctant about the whole idea but then I quickly discovered writing has been very cathartic for me and I’ve been thoroughly enjoying the process of how free writing has made me feel! My voice matters and I am called to speak my truth.

My name is Pam and I was born and raised in Cleveland, Ohio. My parents divorced when I was 5 and I lived in 2 different worlds throughout my childhood. I am married to my beloved and we have 3 magical children. You can usually find me wandering around in the woods or visiting this giant freshwater ocean we have called Lake Erie. (My inner mermaid loves the water!) I go to the forest as often as I can to connect, recharge, and heal. I enjoy topics on philosophy, psychology, mythology, archeology, mysticism, magic, and ancient civilizations. I’m on an endless search for knowledge and truth. I also enjoy music, adventures, and exploration. I’m obsessed with Disney (magic!), and I’m also a car enthusiaist.

I was born an Empath + highly sensitive person (HSP) landing into a dysfunctional home. At a very young age I started noticing that I could predict situations, see and hear Spirits, feel and sense energy, feel and sense the emotions of others, and recognize animism. Which as a small kid was of course very confusing!

I’ve always been drawn to enchanting + mystical things and I eventually became engulfed in anything paranormal. With all of the many unusual, paranormal, and spiritual things happening to me all the time, I just had to go searching for the reason as to why. The mystical + mysterious “other world” has always called to me as far back as I can remember. It always felt like home and my soul still longs to return.

In 2012 was when it really started to get my attention in much bigger ways and I couldn’t ignore the call any longer. Once I devoted myself to this path, my ascension journey really took off and I started to heal as I worked through unlearning my conditioning, inner child work, trauma healing, shadow work, and questioning all my limiting beliefs. This also gave me experience with the ascension and awakening process, along with helping me to develop my psychic and healing abilities even further. I share here what I discover as I seek my truth on this journey.

I have a keen interest in human behavior, the study of the mind, ancient cultures, and always dreamt of being an archeologist. (Josh Gates has my dream life!) In college I studied anthropology and psychology, and I recently took classes on neuroplasticity and cognitive behavioral therapy.

I also live with an anxiety disorder: clinically diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder and Agoraphobia.

I am currently in my third year of training as an Avalon Priestess (I’m required to add the [seeker] part to my title until I graduate in October) and I consider myself a Druid as I connect with the Divine through living in balance with the cycles of Earth and nature. I was raised in the Roman Catholic faith which I wholehearted believed in and followed religiously up until around 9 years ago. I now consider myself a recovering Catholic.

I believe in embracing our shadows as well as our light, along with embracing our humanity in order to embody our Divinity. That we are closer to our soul the closer we get to our humanness. We’re here to be humans, not transcend it.

I’m on a search for my own truth as I reclaim my true Self.

Most importantly, I want to thank you for taking the time to read my blog and for following me on this mystical journey. It truly means the world to me.