About

The purpose of my blog

Through my blog, I give myself a voice. One I felt I never had before. I share my story so I can heal through clarifying my personal narrative, and listeners can heal by not feeling alone through our common struggles and humanness. To bring awareness to living with social anxiety and mental illness, and to show by example that healing and finding the inner magic within, especially through connecting to our humanity, is possible.

My writings are about my personal journey navigating spirituality and self-healing, the magic I’m discovering in and around me through my inner work and spiritual practices, and the telling of my story to liberate myself and bring awareness to others.

If you have chosen this journey as well, I hope to inspire you to reach your soul-level of unapologetic authenticity and sovereignty, because when you awaken to the truth of who you really are, magic happens, with opportunities for a blessed life. I’m living proof.


“It’s important that we share our experiences with other people. Your story will heal you and your story will heal somebody else. When you tell your story, you free yourself and give other people permission to acknowledge their own story.”

Iylana Vanzant

About Pam

Writing a blog was the last thing I ever thought I’d be doing in my life. Putting myself out there is something I’ve always avoided like the plague. But ever since I embarked on this healing journey I’ve been intuitively pushed to share about it as part of my healing process and to possibly help others.

Writing my story and sharing my experiences has been very cathartic for me and I’ve been thoroughly enjoying the process and how free writing has made me feel.


Hi! My name is Pam and I was born and raised in Cleveland, Ohio. My parents divorced when I was 5 and I lived in 2 different worlds throughout my childhood. I am married to my beloved and we have 3 magical children. You can usually find me wandering around in the woods or visiting this giant freshwater ocean we have called Lake Erie. My inner mermaid loves the water! I go to the forest as often as I can to connect, recharge and heal. I enjoy topics of philosophy, psychology, mythology, mysticism, magic, and ancient cultures. I love knowledge and discovering the truth. I also love music, adventures & exploration. I’m obsessed with Disney (magic!), and I’m also a car enthusiast. My husband and I love cruising in his S13 and going to the race track. My personality is sassy and straightforward.

I entered this world with extrasensory / psychic abilities landing into a dysfunctional family. Very early on I noticed that I could predict situations, communicate with Spirit, feel energy and the emotions of others while also tuning into animism.

I was always drawn to books and stories about fairy tales, entities, mysticism, mystical beings, and mythology until I eventually became engulfed in anything paranormal for many years. I’ve had paranormal and spiritual experiences my entire life and I still do. The mystical world has always been familiar to me and my heart and soul longed for those worlds.

My ascension began in 2010 and my healing journey began in 2015. This healing journey of mine consists of inner work unlearning the conditioning, inner child reparenting, trauma healing, shadow embodying and questioning my limiting beliefs; which has also given me experience through the ascension and awakening process, along with helping me to develop my psychic and healing abilities even further. This path is endless so I share as I learn. I’m still working through my stuff and connecting deeper with myself and Spirit everyday. I stay open-minded and I’m changing and growing each day.

I live with agoraphobia and social anxiety along with PTSD and borderline personality disorder.

I have a keen interest in human behavior, ancient cultures & civilizations, and always dreamt of being an archeologist or scientist. Josh Gates has my dream life! 🙂 I went to college to study anthropology & psychology and have recently taken classes on neuroplasticity, cognitive behavioral therapy and developing emotional intelligence.

I am currently in my third year of training as an Avalon Priestess (I’m required to add the ‘seeker’ part of my title until I graduate) and I consider myself a spiritual witch as I connect with the Divine and myself through living in balance with the cycles of Earth and nature. I was raised in the Catholic faith which I wholehearted believed in and followed religiously up until 8 years ago. I now consider myself a recovering Catholic and I follow Neo-Pagan Celtic beliefs.

I search for my own truth. I believe in embracing the shadow as well as the light along with embracing our humanity. That we will be closer to our soul and higher self the closer we get to our humanness. We’re here to be humans, not transcend it. I’m not one to shy away from the truth or to bring the uncomfortable into the light. I was built to make waves. I write about earth-based spirituality, metaphysical spirituality, heart-based spirituality, mind-based spirituality with emphasis on psychospirituality, inner child/shadow work and emotional/mental health.



I was born a clairsentient Empath/Sensitive so feeling and sensing energy has become second nature to me. As a certified energy healer, I use several different energy healing techniques to recalibrate and heal energy within the body to create a sense of well-being, balance, and harmony for the mind, body, and soul. I am intuitive, a Spirit channel, and I also do automatic writing & channelings. I collaborate with Spirit to bring forth messages of healing and spiritual truths.


Most importantly, I want to thank you for taking the time to visit my website, for reading my story and following my growth journey. It truly means the world to me.