My Story

Hello. Welcome to my little corner of the internet.

I’m Pam. I’m a mom, wife, crystal lover, wanderer, seeker, dreamer, introvert (INFJ), a nature- magic- spirit- paranormal junkie, complex human being, and so much more.

Writing a blog was the last thing I ever thought I’d be doing in my life. Putting myself out there was something I always avoided, never wanting to bring much attention to myself. But ever since I embarked on this journey I’ve felt nudged to share about it as part of my healing process. I quickly noticed that writing is very cathartic for me and I’ve been thoroughly enjoying the process of how free written expression has made me feel! As Jeff Brown says, “…writing is a profound way to liberate our emotional holdings, to give voice to that which heals us, and to validate our right to exist.”

My writings are part self expression and part spiritual experiences. This is my place to express my soul.

All my life I’ve had numerous spiritual, supernatural, and paranormal experiences that have lead me to where I am today, and have saved my ass more than I can count. Now, I explore the world of Spirit – the paranormal, life as a sensitive + intuitive, navigating spirituality + healing, living with trauma, and afraid of many things.

I share what I discover as I seek my inner truth, reclaim my sovereignty, and on finding myself and learning to love me there. I share my story so I can heal through clarifying my personal narrative, to bring awareness to living with trauma, and to show by example that living your truth sparks your inner magic; because when you awaken to the truth of who you really are, magic happens. I’m living proof.

Read about my story below

“It’s important that we share our experiences with other people. Your story will heal you and your story will heal somebody else. When you tell your story, you free yourself and give other people permission to acknowledge their own story.”

Iylana Vanzant

My Story

I was born and raised in Cleveland, Ohio. My parents divorced when I was 5 and I lived in 2 different worlds throughout my childhood. I am married to my beloved and we have 3 children + 1 angel baby. You can usually find me wandering around the forest or visiting this giant freshwater ocean we have called Lake Erie. (My inner mermaid loooves water!) I go into nature as often as I can to connect, recharge, and heal.

Music moves my soul, I love adventure and exploration, and I’m obsessed with Disney (magic!). I enjoy topics on philosophy, theology, psychology, parapsychology, mythology, archeology, mysticism, Magick, occultism, esotericism, metaphysical subjects, and ancient cultures. I’m on an endless search for the Truth.

I was born a clairsentient Empath + highly sensitive person (HSP) landing into a dysfunctional family. My intuitive abilities developed very early on in life and I’ve slowly  been on this transformative journey, awakening to who I really am within, through my various life experiences which include the supernatural, spiritual, and mystical.

Starting at a young age I noticed that sometimes I could predict situations, see and hear Spirits – feel, see, and sense energy – feel and sense the emotions of others, and recognized animism.

I’ve always been curiously drawn to mythical + mystical things then eventually I became engulfed in anything paranormal. With all of the many unusual supernatural things happening to me all the time I just had to go searching for the reason as to why! The mysterious Otherworld has always called to me as far back as I can remember.

In 2012 was when it really started to get my attention in much bigger ways and I couldn’t ignore the call any longer. Once I devoted myself to this path, my spiritual journey took off, and I started to heal as I began the inner journey of going deep within to scrutinize and drag all my issues to the surface and deprogram all my bullshit. This also gave me experience with the awakening process, along with helping me to develop my psychic and healing abilities even further. I will always be a work in progress.

I have an interest in human behavior, neurosciences, ancient knowledge, and always dreamt of being an archeologist. (Josh Gates has my dream life!)  In college I studied anthropology and psychology. I’m currently exploring Shamanism and further expanding my esoteric knowledge under renowned paranormal investigator + psychic medium Michelle Belanger. I am always learning.

I live with an anxiety disorder: clinically diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, and Agoraphobia.

I’m also a certified Avalon Priestess. I have deeply trained for three years in the ways of Avalon through Sisters of the Mists.

I connect with the Divine through living in harmony with the cycles of nature.

I work daily with the Universe, my guides, angels and Archangels, but I’m open to all paths and pantheons.

In 2020 I became a walk-in soul with a soul infusion with my higher self through a near-death experience.

I was raised in the Roman Catholic religion but now consider myself a recovering Catholic and a polytheistic Pagan, while learning Druidry. Despite being raised in a religious household my mother was the one who sparked my interest in the metaphysical by teaching me how to strengthen my gifts through tarot, telekinesis and telepathy. Plus, I loved reading all of her metaphysical books.

My ancestry is Eastern European. My heritage is half Polish/Slovak and half English/Scottish. I’m third generation American Czechoslovakian. My great-grandparents immigrated from Czechoslovakia to the United States in the early 1900s with thousands of others at the time.

I believe in embracing our shadows as well as our light, along with embracing our humanity in order to embody our Divinity. That we are closer to our soul the closer we get to our humanness. We’re here to be humans, not transcend it. Being human is what makes you Divine.

I follow my own path.

》》This is my journey reclaiming my sovereignty.《《

Most importantly, I want to thank you for taking the time to read my blog and for following me on this soulful journey of mine. It truly means the world to me. ♡